I woke up the first day of fifth grade thinking, this time next year I’ll be going to middle school. I smiled to myself as I thought about all the great things I could look forward to in the next year. The lockers, the classes, the freedom, and how popular I would be. And then it hit me, I had no friends. How could I be popular in middle school if I didn’t have any friends to be popular with? Now I know what you’re thinking, I was just an angsty eleven year old who thought the world was against her. But it was true. My best friend from third grade, Casey, had moved away over the summer. My friends from dance class went to other schools, and I didn’t know anyone in my class. How could I have lived in this town for six years and not made any best friends? But I told myself that this year would be different. Fifth grade would be the year I finally met a best friend.
Who should I talk to first? I scanned the classroom looking for an eligible candidate. What about the brunette in the corner? Nah, she looks too snobby. Or that girl reading To Kill a Mockingbird? No, she probably doesn’t like to watch movies. And then, I saw her. Sitting two seats next to the boy with the acne problem, was my new best friend. Of course, she didn’t know it yet, but she would be. She was tall and had her long blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail. She looked just as bored as I did listening the teacher’s lecture. That would give us something to talk about. But how would I introduce myself? I scanned the classroom again, looking for something – anything that would give me an excuse to talk to her. I noticed the entire row of seats in front of her were empty. Maybe they were empty for a reason, but I didn’t care. I was desperate. “Excuse me,” I said, interrupting the teacher. “I can’t see the board from this seat. Can I move up to that row?” The teacher sighed, obviously annoyed. But she let me move anyway.
I took my seat and turned around, taking a deep breath. “Hi,” I whispered, startling her. She just stared at me, expressionless. So awkward. “Um, I’m Jenna. I don’t think we’ve met before.” Silence. Did she not know English or something?
“I’m Taylor,” she mumbled.
I smiled. “I know this is going to sound like, super lame but I don’t know anyone in this class and I think we would make really good friends.”
“Oh … uh … I guess …” She stuttered and looked uncomfortable. Oh crap, I thought.
“Look, how about we play together at recess? I’m sure we can find something to talk about.” This whole conversation was painfully uncomfortable.
“Sure,” she said.
I could have chosen anybody, but I chose Taylor.
After lunch I sat on the playground in my usual spot, under the big red slide. I slipped a note in Taylor’s binder during Math telling her where to meet me and hoped she had read it. After a few minutes, I saw her making her way across the blacktop. I waved at her. “Taylor! Over here!”
I smiled at her when she reached me. “So, what kinds of games do you like to play?” I asked.
“Um,” she just sort of stared me at me awkwardly as she tried to come up with an answer. “I like, um, tag.” I hated tag.
“What about Harry Potter?” I asked her.
More blank staring. “Who is that?” My jaw dropped
“HARRY POTTER IS ONLY THE GREATEST WIZARD OF ALL TIME. HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW WHO HE IS?” I sighed loudly and walked over to the nearest tree, pulling off two branches. “Here is your wand,” I said, handing her a branch. “I’ll let you be Luna, and I’ll be Hermione. Avada Kavadra!”
“Um, what is that?” She asked.
I rolled my eyes. “You’re dead. I killed you.”
“Oh,” she said. A second later she was on the ground, playing dead. The sight of this made me laugh. Then she started laughing too. I helped her up and she let me explain different spells and what they meant.
Once we got past the awkwardness, it didn’t take long for our friendship to develop. It started with hanging out at recess. Then we started sitting together at lunch, then in music class, then in art class. After a while people didn’t know us as just Taylor or just Jenna, they knew us as Taylor-and-Jenna. Always together.
What was strange about our friendship was how different we were. I was the shortest girl in our class and she was nearly a foot taller. She had shiny, straight blonde hair that always looked perfect while my long, frizzy brown hair was always a mess. She had perfect vision, I wore glasses. She had two brothers, I had one sister. Her parents were together, mine were divorced. She loved sports, I hated them. Naturally, people were a little surprised to find out we were best friends. But we were.
I still remember the first time I spent the night at her house. Her parents cooked spaghetti and we looked through her photo albums. “Who is that?” I asked, pointing to a picture of her and a girl our age.
“Oh, that’s my best friend,” She said. I nodded, trying not to look jealous. But I must have made it pretty obvious. “I mean, before I moved here of course. Now you’re my best friend.”
We stayed up late that night, spilling gossip and telling secrets. “Hey,” I whispered. “You know that boy Richard? In our class? I have a crush on him. But you can’t tell him, okay? You have to promise.”
She told him anyway. But I forgave her. After all, she was my best friend.
And now, five years later, here we are. We’ve had our fair share of drama, including an entire year of not talking to each other at all, but through everything our friendship lives on. There is a quote by Desmond Tutu that goes “ You don’t get to choose your family. They are God’s gift to you, as you are to them.” Well, I may not be very religious, and I may not believe in miracles, but I think the same can apply to friends as well. It wasn’t a coincidence that I chose Taylor that day. We met for a reason. Even if our friendship mostly consists of eating junk food and watching movies at her house on the weekends, I wouldn’t want it any other way.